hellohellohelloooo.
i'm back.
i would have updated yesterday but i was soooo tired/sick that i couldn't do anything!
but my trip was amazing!!
best weekend of my life.
the clubs were so sick & met some really cool people.
although the security in the hotel was stupid,
they put me on a 'time out' for an hour & a half.
like that's crazy & dumb.
& i came home with 8476 hickies.
they're really bad.
i've been being chirped really bad at school because of it haha.

while i was away i wasn't really paying attention to what i was eating,
it was my vacation so i don't feel too bad.
tomorrow i'm going to try to do a 24 hour fast,
as long as my mom doesn't force food on me.
anyways i'm really hoping that works out.
wish me luck.

my secon semester of school started yesterday,
much have made a great first impression on my teachers with my hickies,
& i looked sooo dead haha.
oh well, this semester is going to be so much better than my last one.

i need to find a new job,
or at least a second one,
i'm not getting enough shifts.
& i spent like a stupid amount of money on my trip.
i need to start restricting in so many areas of my life.

anyways im so tired, i'm going to go watch 90210 then go to bed.
good luck lovies.

so last night went relativly well.
i was forced to eat a hotdog & a bit of soup,
but there aren't toooo many cals in that,
so i'm not going to fret over it.

i'm at my dads house where i have no thinspos,
nor do i have a scale.
so i don't like posting here very often.

anyways, im going to be spending my entire day in the library today.
no distractions.
maybe that way i can study my butt off.
i did study for a bit last night,
french verbs are so confusing though.

on another  note,
i've been trying to get onto the fanfamilyexperience site allll morning.
it's being extremely difficult,
probably because it launched at 10am & everyones trying desperatly to get on.
oh well, I guess i'll have to go on later.
have any of you guys gotten on?

hey guys,
i've been terribly sick for the past few days so i havn't been on the computer.
i wasn't too worried about my eating habits during those days because i was just worried about getting better.
i weighed myself this morning though & i actually lost two pounds, so i guess that is a good thing.
i still wish i had lost more.
so i'm now at 114.
i really want to lose 9 pounds for me.
any tips that have beenm working for you girls?
oh & in my last post someone asked me how tall i am & i'm about 5'3".



i'm going on a ski trip with the school.
i have no intention on skiing though because you have to get up at like 5 everyday to catch the shuttle.
it's like a big winter festival week though while we're there.
& in the city we're going to is great for shopping.
i'm so so so excited.
there's even a concert the second night we're there with a 'mystery artist'.
all we know is that the artist is a r&b singer & had 3 songs on the top 40.
i'm sooo excited, it's going to be amazing.



oh & did anyone watch the jonas brothers live chat on sunday?
thoughts?
i loved it,
it wasn't as personal as the one a year &  a half ago but they were still great.
goodness, i love those boys.